Automatic.

I know I'm like 2 years too late, but I know exactly why now. And yes its a bit late to finally fully realise and actually to even bother, but heck, better late than never. You see, you've never looked at me the way I really am. Who I really am. You just assume you know me so well because of what happened. So here's the thing, there was a chance that I wanted so much to prove it right but I was wrong and the trust went out of the window. Maybe I did close an eye then cause I didn't want to be wrong, when everyone else saw the truth right through you. I'm sorry, but you've lost it over time. You don't realise it but the way you undermine my potential actually hurts me. Especially how you say it, like its not possible. So I'm closing your door and not looking back. Truth is I can't trust you anymore.

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