As dust begin to fall.

You planted a kiss on my lips as I stood there backed up against the kitchen sink, completely stunned by your sudden action. Your brother called you from the door, telling you he was leaving but you just stood there looking at me as I stared back into your eyes. You didn't say anything, leaning down to kiss me again as my head swirled with a mixture of confusion and reasoning. I pulled away and circled my arms around you, hugging you goodbye. Why the hell were you doing this to me? But I pushed the questions aside, letting it slide. I walked you to the door in silence. I pulled back the wooden door only to find your brother behind it, rushing in to see if everything was okay, worry written on his face. He had already driven the car out, the gates open. "We have to go now, its not safe anymore". Just as the words were said, three people on a motorcycle rode in pass the gates of my house. We watched from the doorway as the man seated in front got off, sprinted around the house and into with such speed that it was as if we did not blink. He still wore his helmet and a full body suit, oblivious to our presence. He came to a halt at the round left corner of the abandoned waterfall, holding up a sniper in his hands as he pointed it at the staircase. "This is our chance, just leave it to us," you said in full conviction, your brother too, nodded his head in confidence. I stared at them in shock as the both of you got ready, like you already knew what to do. And then came the panic stricken terror. No.

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I woke myself up feeling panicked, eyes a-blur, slowly adjusting to my bedroom. I closed them again, trying to go back to the dream but nothing happened.

I'm keeping the dreams I want to remember here because I have so many questions about my dreams. Too many perhaps. But trust me, if you dreamt more than once every single night without fail, and most of it includes familiar people and surroundings, you'd be questioning them too.

And I think, I need a private blog.

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